Okay, so I've got a few minutes so I'll return to my nostalgia. I miss my buddies. And I think what I really miss is the connection. I have the connection to my little family which I wouldn't trade for the world, but that adult and non-spouse kind of partnership is lacking. And maybe I have it and I'm not acknowledging it, but there is that hole.
Okay to try to clarify a bit, I don't have a network of local good guy friends. To be fair, I don't exactly put myself out there. I go to work and I come home. There is very little outside activity. Who really has time anyway. Church burned me bad and I'm desperately trying to recover, but I put up a huge wall when I go to church. It is a wall constructed of synicism, but no movement. When the kids are not there to take to church, it is easy to skip because the connections are not there.
Anyway, I think what I'm looking for is not all that realistic anyway. I have already mentioned that time is a precious commodity these days. I do get a week night here and there with my good buddy Plummer. Most of my old good friends live a long way away and so it is not practical to hang with them. So, we are back to the beginning, feeling nostalgic.
But really, I'm just going in circles anyway and have bored myself with this whining, so I'm sure that you the ader are bored so for now, ta ta.
Okay to try to clarify a bit, I don't have a network of local good guy friends. To be fair, I don't exactly put myself out there. I go to work and I come home. There is very little outside activity. Who really has time anyway. Church burned me bad and I'm desperately trying to recover, but I put up a huge wall when I go to church. It is a wall constructed of synicism, but no movement. When the kids are not there to take to church, it is easy to skip because the connections are not there.
Anyway, I think what I'm looking for is not all that realistic anyway. I have already mentioned that time is a precious commodity these days. I do get a week night here and there with my good buddy Plummer. Most of my old good friends live a long way away and so it is not practical to hang with them. So, we are back to the beginning, feeling nostalgic.
But really, I'm just going in circles anyway and have bored myself with this whining, so I'm sure that you the ader are bored so for now, ta ta.
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